11 November 2021

Thaumaturgy

"Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one." ~ Albert Einstein


"Incentive Theory: The incentive theory suggests that people are motivated to do things because of external rewards. For example, you might be motivated to go to work each day for the monetary reward of being paid. Behavioral learning concepts such as association and reinforcement play and important role in this theory of motivation." 

It begins as incentives are the appealing lodestone, the personal reasons for having this element become part of the persona come from identifying it, and before quantifying it thru the lense of time or knowledge and finding it to fit the context of existing experience, how it will fit the persona, either because the incentive was isolated in one way or popular among others, and in time because it can or can't, and will or won't, become part of a curriculum with the clarity of intuition, some incentives speak to the meanings of our ambitions. As is the property of all incentives, it can be attainable or inherent, to reward ourselves with external results or internal reactions. 

"Drive Theory: According to the drive theory of motivation, people are motivated to take certain actions in order to reduce the internal tension that is caused by unmet needs. For example, you might be motivated to drink a glass of water in order to reduce the internal state of thirst. This theory is useful in explaining behaviors that have a strong biological component, such as hunger or thirst. The problem with the drive theory of motivation is that these behaviors are not always motivated purely by physiological needs. For example, people often eat even when they are not really hungry."

Between the debate of human mental conscience or sentience, sparing the differences and distances made when making the arguments dropping anchor far to one side of tug-o-war, there are the opposing perspectives of the different types of origins as the native or foreign, as a wildling like an animal made to survive the previously-modern past, or the community that raised and taught them, be it raider or royalty each can become the other, this life lesson of necessity being obvious for intellectual reasons and sophisticated demands of life, and cultivated in the many ways of many sects of many evolutions of the prehistorical, this then makes the motivation of stories a baseline for our imaginations. Moreso than two as one, a reflection ignorable or mimickable has less grasp than the drive to complete ourselves to shape the image in the mirror, less validity than trying to avoid looking at it, and less urgency than escaping a new threat, as with instinct and customs the drive often follows the best answer at present. 

"Humanistic Theory: Humanistic theories of motivation are based on the idea that people also have strong cognitive reasons to perform various actions. Tis is famously illustrated in Abraham Maslow's hierarchy of needs, Which presents different motivations at different levels. First, people are motivated to fulfill basic biological needs for food and shelter, as well as those of safety, love and esteem. Once the lower level needs have been met, the primary motivator becomes the need for self-actualization, or the desire to fulfill one's individual potential."

Our human intellect is a defiance of primeval instincts, within the limitations of conceptual scope animals with minimal effort have purer reactions and recreations, but are condensed to simple measure and sporadic if not emblematic of instinct itself teaching the wisdom of animalia, with acceptance of tabula rasa the potential dream state is unreplecatable in any creature, but these softer spiritual awakenings and enlightenments woke are ideas I can write here, so the scope or code of information is limited by wisdom and magic. The instincts solved with quick measures, are almost genetic, but so are the virtues building to life plans, some of what you want life to say later depends on the ruff draft of the future being reaction or description. 

"Arousal Theory: The arousal theory of motivation suggests that people take certain actions to either decrease or increase levels of arousal. When arousal levels get too low, for example, a person might watch an exciting movie or go for a jog. When arousal levels get too high, on the other hand, a person would probably look for ways to relax such as meditating or reading a book. According to this theory, we are motivated to maintain an optimal level of arousal, although this level can vary based on the individual or the situation."

When looking at desires of natural instincts or societal order, adding that which is beyond the neutrality of equity to acknowledge gender differences, and to define what styles we kept in the closet from long ago, it's even easier to look at the example of dogs and cats, as to know the differences between two different things to understand why the values of an action are inherent, the names are the separation and the habits to pick-up from something are to become more like ourselves, or more like the muse, as is the case that teachers become like students, the testing of success verifies sight of the unknown, or obstacle of the unanswerable. The nostalgia of truth or the adventure of reward are both an equal pair in any of those situations, the outcome of negative-returns (too much of a good thing) requires a fasting/diet from gambling on bias or the luck of compulsion. 

"Instinct Theory: According to instinct theories, people are motivated to behave in certain ways because they're evolutionarily programmed to do so. An example of this in the animal world is seasonal migration. These animals don't learn to do this, it is instead an inborn pattern of behavior. /br William James created a list of human instincts that included such things as attachment, play, shame, anger, fear, shyness, modesty, and love. The main problem with this theory is that it didn't really explain behavior, it just described it. By the 1920's, instinct theories were pushed aside in favor of other motivation theories, but contemporary evolutionary psychologists still study the influence of genetics and heredity on human behavior." 

You know what instinct is, or maybe you don't, and describing it with sophistry is the culmination of learned and taught behavior, the manied attempts to divide my fellow humans comes from their need to be challenged by divide, as much as asking you to describe the value of emotion in the last instinct of fresh memory does make inquisitive behavior, looking at the war of history even the wrath of cultish bloodlust farthest distant from civilised instinct was from a leader, albeit mad in the head, who loved them and they followed that air of emotion until contagion converted the lands, I guess that's the 'love is a battlefield' quote: we follow the inspiration, and take the poetic journey. The proof of our survival is different at times in history, the programming of humans is quite clear without destruction. 

"Theories of Motivation: Motivation is the force that initiates, guides and maintains goal-oriented behaviors. It's what causes us to take action, whether to grab a snack to reduce hunger or enroll in college to earn a degree. The forces that lie beneath motivation can be biological, social, emotional or cognitive in nature. / Researchers have developed a number of different theories to explain motivation. each individual theory tends to be rather limited in scope. However, by looking at the key ideas behind each theory, you can gain a better understanding of motivation as a whole." 


An insight into invasion, before enforcing the outcome they operate and live in a culture, of importance to them to thrive in familiarity they're motivated to recreate home in the annex, those in locality if in protectorate come to the fort now cities and trading time buy or earn amenities, motivated to acquiesce and return with commodity to their substrate culture, should they survive in name or nation the reactions are more clear to them than fractured futures as survival depends on solutions to new problems, as motivated as the enforcers of new societies to make sense of what truths may come, the forced perspective creates a conflict, telling of flaws or past forgotten in an opinion of a culture voiced optimistically applied to all and any, against a shot-caller applying a one-size solution of censorship, the worlds of this tale collide. Motivation is what you make with positivity and certainty, it's the visions of another world that flash your mind into next week, and the instincts you've developed and life has provided. Quick to imagine with mind proclivity action is remembered and often, without inspiration there are only guesses that will change your motivation. 

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06 November 2021

Sviha

Nam fi’heya Rumara k’vohr wilat she yon

Lu d’rachanya heh sehlat vesht waklar eifa

Vesh-tor lamekh sal-tor esh t’ha-gel t’au

Khau au spo’te’kru tehnat igen vi’ek shi

Betau mu-yor ekonik rim il stukh dan’tsurik

Tal t’nash-veh eh rim vathsu t’veltra t’etek

Aitlun na’vokan la u’ahkh-shi s’weh vesht t’etwel

Eh sarlah s’toran t’ahkhsu eh nei t’mautiklar

I kastk’uh on vi’solektra u’ukrau vu k’glu’es

Rika dungi fiterpau Gol’kov t’ek solek 




05 November 2021

Patience Takes Time

20211104 Patience takes time. 

mjbanks@swehttamxam

An apple, a drawing of an apple, an apple outline or blackandwhite, an obscurity or vague idea that is possibly an apple, and no apple as an empty space known as aphantasia

imgsrc: https://youtu.be/EKTRsvaP-tg



I’ve just learned about this the other day from RomanianTvee, where he’d said he usually imagines in black & white with some of his audience interacting with their surprise. 


I’ve never been a great artist, perhaps remembering the many times movies in mindless viewing had quoted some artists are savants, others with skill, others made to recreate and replicate masters, or even the fresco ruined by well-intentioned attempts that destroy. It’s been best to tell the truth with people that have no imagination, their instincts are in their lives/generation for a reason, even in larger scope of humanity, here to ask that a question or be questioned indeed. Maybe I’m repeating myself on the subject, insofar reminds me of that quote from John Wayne, “some say life isn’t black and white, and I say ‘why the hell not?’” that even if in shades of grey this is definitive proof of what exists, but the perspective isn’t forced in detail, or beyond knowing and written described as something, without the depths of hypothesis that artists, accusations, and archaeologists have to submit/relay. Moreover, in the almost-to-the-point cartoon the attempt to tell stories or cartoons somewhere between more details and less perfection, and as for perfection, it depends if description or depiction, doesn’t it. 


There’s a point to make, if you’ve no imagination there are still dreams, as if someone without imaginations never having dreams destroyed, for better or worse, is taking that spiritual journey to understand and and plan the inner struggle and victory of emotional healing or health that we all take when questions of our choices come into the mirrors of morning or monotony. It might be said, there are dogs without imaginations, surely they think of a good dream for hours simply and on end. Our dreams are more complex, arguably like an open world telekinetic dimensional artist we paint the universe we’ll never explore during the wars of dreams shared with space so vast we only contrast in the waken world. Thus, onto politics, arguably I should spend more time on this, but I’m writing this before it gets forgotten and being typed you have to argue it, even tho I’m only as qualified denoted by contemporary opinions, and everyone’ll forget it anyway. However that last sentence was going to end, the point is made trying to improve on it, and finished when I’ve convinced myself. It could be said that the one-track mind should rely on instinct, and the safest of creations, descriptions put short and safe. 


Reading this is different than listening to it, and watching it lends itself to put the simple realities and opportunities to ambitions, come one come all into the screaming fits of ratings jugglers and the ego in battle with your own personalities, and it’s good to have you with us again, although I’m not sure I would’ve picked human be it me. Good thing it’s not up to me, my mind’s already made up. The clay of modernity and the spinning of the vase that is maturity, the face of an optical illusion. The inverted shadow spins without our certainty of depth or proximity. My own experience is that the political arguments are a distraction that two sides forget on purpose and then forget on accident with the greater depth of deceit the heavier those chains. (and everyone in public thinks i’m insane, even tho I am.)


Let’s redo that paragraph, for the fuck of it. So, everyone knows what 2020 meant. The backstory, my dad’s side is the inner side of European and being industrious to very specific things, is often exposed to the hazards, including cancer. My mom’s side are northern, the levels of autoimmune disease contradicts, some, of the cancer, but in pride and prejudice we generally treat the common cold with prude diligence, right away, but historically not until then. While anyone with an active autoimmune disease had to shelter in place, none the few here worried. Watching society falter, only to worry about challenges to authoritarianism, that’s a worry worth having. So then, in respice waited and came the mandates to get the prick, and in November we got him. I sometimes amuse myself. It was called an immunization, but it’s a primer, to avoid armageddon, working usually, effective mostly, but the administrative elite and disaffected authorities were unable to imagine faults because of victories. The instinct to win, the taste of battle the many shades of blood all the way to the cherry on top of totalitarianism. They just had no imagination that there’s a downside, dangers, and dillusions, despite several of my forekin outlawing it. It was the slave talking heads on TV and the family in the dark around the screens that brought a storm of virtue signal. Crisis averted, if even law to take it, I will I suppose. It’s hard to believe they’d kill-off the obedient liberal acolytes of blind progressivism, but you can turn on the news and see they’re still at it, unless you can’t. 


So what then of the glory and power of reality? It is a question? Questions have answers, or at least answers imitate art, questions imitate life, my anxiety has me on the edge of my seat. Perhaps it’s never good to say every thought, it’s just as bad to act without thoughts. Answers in life imitate art, which we’re all creating individual life, learning from the others. It would be describing something authors have many times, if you can’t trust your mind, stop asking yourself questions. T’is out of order and in the middle-of. It was known that one sentence fills a page, a single paragraph fills the ancient and illustrious poems of adventures common and epic, as long as each thing comes once. The clouds of magic between stars, without getting too far self hypnotized, without overplanning, with space to learn. It was another language to rearrange the words, and a different time when life was simpler, imagining the realities and perfect examples. No better imagination than the rest, let’s begin. 




03 November 2021

Sinosium

Sinosium

It reigns against my sky
To start with a past forgot
Shall have driving evil reface
Hath ridden this riddling foil
Like a song against my heart
Days outnumbered invincible
A new bringing the beginning
At long last and disparate once
As all the taken screams anents
My trials against the nights
The seers aren't bound defiant
Blinded by the coming dark
This now I hide the given day
To protect the mordant drink
And see the wisest deserters
In the passing houses kindling
Perhaps distraught harmony trying
For the wicked fates undying
A sapling in a storm you, Merlin
carving runes with dull forked tongue
So I have found a source of power
Only lifting burning summoning circle
Bereft little and soon from loss
Much closely champion unknown
This is my cost to keep my breathe
Slowing my fight with breathing night
We're blind and backing outright
All to scurry into the same fight
You see my eyes with jaundice plight
This hoarfrost grasp around my chest
Which gasps of death will be your test!