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A Game of Kings
In SCP-087 there is an endless spiral stairwell - let me tell you about the time I was on it, and trapped in a temporal war.
You can climb 87’s stairwell up endlessly, as well as down, and there aren’t any doors, and then one day there were doors at each level. That’s how this story begins, in our world there is grass and mountains and seas, not an actual staircase, but the gods of time saw it appropriate to have our time move in only the two directions, as all time does, but in the wrong direction, as our time has become.
Crawling around the battlefields a soldier hiding himself and moving found that the world had a wall, the air was thick and blurry, while all appeared to be the other side, beyond time’s wall was another world more advanced, he ran to his camp and told his cheif, but was called a liar, he ran many miles nonstop and told his king, who eagerly believed him, soon taking a secret army to crawl thru the grass all the miles to the portal without words, only gestures the entire distant journey.
The king silently signaled and they all crawled quietly thru time’s wall, and found their world aged beyond the echoing reflection they’d seen behind it, now with more trees, deeper valleys, higher hills, and mountains worn in new places with larger cities on them and many new lights, as silent as before they crawled backwards into their old realm and stood guard with only one boy with the king to return to his castle as they waited watching.
In the second world was a land now of channels and lanterns, steeds and armor, roads and cannons, a more amenable time with words more sonorant and clothes of fashion, where a collapse in the mountain diverted a river to an unsuspecting valley, with great loss families were emotional, but for the old riverbed a people soon were desperate without the certainty of water, as these things are, it came to war, fought as alliances became languages for many years.
Across this time, as far away from the portal of the tribal people and their Restless King, another portal opened to the people of the mountain war and thru came a scout, hair groomed but unmanaged, clothes worn but clean, his fashion old, but his boots newer than the time, his weapon a rifle under his cape, his radio under his hat, and his pistol under his belt, he seems as far beyond time as those bushmen beyond the next, which is where he’s heading-to, he finds a village of three houses and other buildings, careful to not speak, careful to not disturb, watches until he is watched, and leaves the village, returning at night to steal a horse, he’s quickly conftronted and drops the persons impeding him, and rides off, in the day he walks the horse slowly wandering, but they have been at war so long there are no wanderers of their people, quiet observations and enjoyment of the air he falls into a trap, and he is captured by them, who find his weapons, his tattoos more of military than of memory, unsure of what the comms link is, uncertain what the rifle is, but smart enough to understand after examining the pistol, quick to call the prisoner and test the theory they shoot the soldier dead.
Beyond the second portal in the soldier’s world they assume he’s dead, and send a small army thru and attack them and retrieve him, they make it seem as if the mountain people had been attacked by the dry valley, in their departure they are attacked, some are captured, some are killed, their weapons are taken, and they see the others escape thru the portal to the third age, they are confident and chase them thru the portal clueless to the other side, and met by many as their portal is inside a great fortress, blinded by flood lights and covered in red lasers of sniper rifles, they are quick to realize what superior weapons are and slow to even breathe, our commander, who may or may not be myself, at the time, asked them to be allies and help in our war of this third age, but the mountain men refused for being in their own war, wishing to return to it for the honor of battle, to my surprise, and shock, believing them against my better judgement, but then they asked why, and learned the soldiers wanted passage back into the second age, austere concern lead to dire warnings that even with numbers and advancement it was a terrible war, pleading for some of our weapons to win it, they were denied and given the reason that the gunpowder was in such short supply, again asking them to stay and fight for us with their old ways, they politely refused while asking for the weapons, not the ammunition, which they would trade for the gunpowder, a great silence in the negotiation ended in confirmations and exchange, as they returned to the second age.
The soldiers are pissed, they want passed the second into the first age, in accord with their mandate, they don’t want the gunpowder, unrefined in cheap hemp sacks spilling dry silt of it, they come thru the portal being watched into the second age and give more weapons, some escaping into the mountains on electric motorcycles, they raid the dry valley people and steal their armor and insignia, staging a false flag attack on the mountains, then they steal mountain men attire and do it again on the valley, then returning to their proper clothes introduce themselves to the valley fighters and tell them they can only give ammunition, seeming apologetic for not offering weapons, the valley people’s leader says it’s okay to the soldier spy, because they will fight the same way and take the more advanced weapons in traditional methods, here and now the soldiers finally find the portal to the first age.
Soldiers enter the first age, they see the great pasture, the mountains high and endless across the horizon, loudest the wind and quietest the hunters hiding in the swaying grass with unswaying blades, the soldiers see one of them and stop talking, stopping walking, waiting for more to show themselves, in respect the hiding hunters all reveal themselves, it gets too quiet, the soldiers nervously aim as the hunters keep standing farther and farther back, in fear one could count a hundred thousand nomads prepared to battle any portal visitor, the Restless King orders without words them be captured, but they think it’s an attack and open fire, some nomads die, some soldiers die, most make it back thru the portal.
The nomad army begin to approach the portal while others immediately begin ceremony of consecrations and dismantling the dead, their armor and tools, their bones for weapons, their skin for leathers, their body for hunting dogs, and they too approach the portal, on the other side in the second age they make their first sounds laffing at the traps of the mountain war, and cry at the beauty of a horse, examining the traps they are right to assume there is a war in the second age not meant for trapping pet horses, they move forward quietly and are so many that some improve the traps making them more deadly, or more effective, before slipping into the grass, spreading into the realm with the crawlers crawling and the walkers walking in small groups of two or four to seem like herders or refugees, when confronted by the fighters of the second age they throw their weapons down, except one dagger, barking some language unknown or lost to time depending on the perspective, their tattoos are more memories than militia, like spiders on hands and feed the crawlers shoot them down and snatch them under the tall grass, examining their bodies they steal the armor and wear it perfectly, walking stogedly like sentries and more modern men tend to walk, when confronted by the mountain fighters they surrender, and again the hunters quell the threat with smite, the hunters pretend to be them are split in two groups of the two and head in two directions, each town they find they arrive in ruse and run the rage of retribution.
The general of the third age comes to the court of the second age and the Mountain King, offering trainers and a bride for an alliance, the mountain king knows it’s a ploy to plant spies, but welcomes the bride and noble if not tenative truce, 3D CHESS, the nomad invaders in falsified uniforms attack, and meet the soldiers’ heavy weaponry, light artillery, the silent communications they reluctantly learn are the comm link radios, the camoflaged uniforms they slowly realize are militant, the’re are heavy nomad losses, of one half, of one half, of a group, the soldier general escapes early and the eyes in the grass stay hidden.
The mountain king feasts in victory celebration, but the nomad hunters seek the bodies of the soldiers, killing the mountain guards, taking their weapons, taking the soldiers’ weapons, and their camouflage uniforms, and their comms links, and make it to the portal avoiding speech, repeating a single word they heard, sparingly, and enter with the courage of a rite of passage, they ender the third age and the soldier’s era fortress, immediately they see the impressive fortifications, but are unimpressed by the architecture, they begin explaining themselves in a language that both sides now know nobody is going to understand, revealing their tribal tattoos, and giving the soldiers the proof that they know what the third age has been doing to the second, the general watched the whole thing, impressed he approaches, the nomads give the dogtags of the scouts that reached the first age, the general is impressed more/again, they spend a week learning to communicate, the general asking them to return and keep attacking the second age, they don’t want to weaken the barrier to the first without knowing why, he tells the tribalists about a story, one of the words in the story is ancient to him and at present very holy to them, so they agree, and do, but they are indiscriminate in threat reduction and benevolent to the innocent, because they also remove the advisors and the bride offerings are kidnapped, drawing the mountain fighters into the valley fighters, and the valley fighters into their own traps and better ones.
The general wakes to a portal event, an alarm sounds and a black mirror portal opens, a shuttlecraft enters from the fourth age, they open fire like reunion, their ammo depleting or their caution presiding the shooting stops, their technology already broken or unpowered, the shuttle opens fire on their weapons, a silence and a pause then a cosmic sound makes anyone with a weapon go mad with thoughts and grab their heads falling and stumbling, a low tech cannon pops up and pops a shell at the shuttle, the shuttle retreats but the portal stays open, they open fire at the portal, with no catharsis the general is pissed and orders them to remain firing the cannon and march it thru the portal after the shuttle, so they do, on the other side their weapons are gone, the security arsenal is simple but noticable, this fourth realm quite like the first, a pallisade or mansion with vines of flowers and a fountain, a patio is where the shuttle lands with the cosmic sound again affecting the soldiers, this time only making them dizzy until passing out, they wake with the general opening his eyes to the shuttle opening, from it a man and a girl half his age exit, the man introduces himself vaguely, only calling himself the administrator, and offering the young woman as a bride for him who would teach the third age technology beyond their knowledge, the general is unable and unready to speak.
/end
/twist
Here in the fourth age a soldier looks at the administrator, looks at the mountains, and realizes a symbol on the administrator is familial, as is his own, in the rules of their forgotten or unknown written language, the soldier takes off his helmet, his jacket, his shirt, kneeling arms wide and eyes closed.
/twist+
the administrator speaks to the nomad pretending to be a soldier, in words only they understand, standing and approaching there they hug and the nomad cries, it’s the actual king from the first age, alive in the fourth age.
/darkest-timeline
the general is scared, unspeaking, the administrator has all the soldiers killed, as nomads rise from the grasses.
/the-end
18 December 2021
Antumnos
Antumnos
Some story finds the light of day for they whom travel, a shale and coal mountain still being pushed higher is too fragile and jagged edges tumble and shatter many shards sliding from leaning spires as rivers of sharp objects grinding themselves into black sand itself carrying rivulets of morning mist and soft rains in view of a single courier guest, to see the mountains tall and darkly catching the sun it seems a lifetime to climb apparent by the treacheries of obsession and danger for here it would take more than one life to its rise his path him in demise by avalanche, with soot and sulphur cuts this mountain’s most ancient of soil enters his veins attempting to find home somewhere below the mountain.
To the words a writer puts the courier’s end in the right and wrong words to reference the work and frame the knowable understanding to challenge the questions and choices to intrigue the reader, to finish the artwork before its time is done with images to forget the painter with words to forget the author who’s time is the essence and impetus both given and taken, in work blurring the mind with the stark lines of characters and lives in a real world within pages against the world of the many ages, into the depths of a storied land to find nature blooming to reveal the cruel truth of time, against the darkness in the ink of outlines and words of pictures become the shadows in the room again the darkness gets into the wounds of the mind and the sharp edge of a turning page.
The adventures that life defines by self a prime number and with many and finite challenges a divine variable in as many three equal pieces and a miniscule fraction more with room for border art or boundary landscape, in the moving library each book truly infinite stories this game has chosen only one, different characters some too similar seek one unknown by all accounts with a familiar innocuous name, actions incomplete by frustrating design among which are our questions unanswered about incomplete mindscapes and landscapes and soundscapes of youngness and aging and answers found in habits in the ruins of vulnerable communities found in frustrations of age and youth, to bring the narrator into the world would be closer to knowing the outcome and farthest from the goals of heroes and villains in their stories of magic and might and survival where chess pieces are lost or games finish without continue or rematched eventual to fall, their adventerous discovery of clues leads to an honest fool who mentions their adventure is a game from a book of thorns with words of coal that smudge between pages until obscurity, with words of the greatest and finest wisdoms or the coal would cover their hands turning pages and unreadable soot would darken their eyes, only with acquired abilities to race straightly thru the known gathering the pages never where remembered along the path that leads the way, their journey designed incomplete and the dark story only told where they are now not.
Many memories combined and collaborate on premise and make versions of an image, new old artists or perhaps old new artists as artisans recreating the image of sight or words of life, seen by many gazes in many ways, their opinions made from experience of the unknown fires and dangers of ash underfoot, their lives no different than possible dismiss the art or see it representing the foundations of inspiration and culture and survival, the first art stroke begins before the charcoal paint touches canvass and draws from interpretation known and imagination unknown unless imagined or discovered in the background elements, the days of the week wander between forms of time, depicting reality from mind to mosaic image, each drawing something the same ignored and unknown unrecognized the next discovery of all an artifact with the many sides of days and drawn dark in the shadows of the subject, the focus of the muse and detailed or focused by the artwork thinking to reach it, they attempt to finish it and describe it the same as something it's not, and even then the mysterious object belongs to who lost it, in shadow.
The language used is very real and known by few expertly and by fewer as it passes around them and by many who naturally speak it or other languages, to hear language or read articles the ideas that come to mind are symbols of logic and phrases of truth, the common beliefs of culture lets the style tell and appear as new when recognition begins defining sentences for listeners to contemplate, known are the grammar possibilities and patterns old and new and structures foreign but not indecipherable for now, for tis the potential of intellect conquers the shadows and shame of the mind with a darkness that sleeps until fertile synapses can compose again, precision with subliminal language and creation in harmony the many become the willing musicians in the cycle of ideas harvested for spiritual survival, patterns insult intelligence and break unnecessary focus so that composer also appreciates the symphony’s tidal foundation, distracting like a spinning blade with glimmer of danger that drills into wood dulling itself, to guess the owner of weapon or recognize whom, the nightmare blade severs vital cords of fate as a weaponized metaphor in a describable dream, now unbound by magic and mind wanders armed with a blade of coal in sleep to obsidian cold without sheath of consumptive emotions and intoxication vision, another world summoned in the shadows of sleep escaped, a malady melody hypnotisation.
The walking night to stalk between fires without shadow, the mentions of the unknown explorer, described by the different minds in specific ways, knowing the views of viewers and images of artists the dark explorer continues, the oldest temples of the sleeping world protect the forgotten threat like fiction is written for the cusp of fantasy, the words written as the nocturnal knight replicate foot step by page and pen stroke by blade, author becomes character, in the story given dreams to the mystic laylines to travel and the common bond of men unbeknownst to them, he speaks to the author to praise the tale of himself, he whispers to the author the paranormal will and critical testament ethereal to find the world beyond the words, together they narrate to stand in all directions, over fortune and under skies of time and space, approaching a wall of solid cold and dark the dark character steps thru it like a curtain thus abandoning the author.
Out of the light, the future is pure exploration by choice and design, the nights allure by combining the measure of time by a single sign, a changing magic reveals chaotic truth in forms of synesthesia and euphoria, glimpses of rumors soon sunken into panic bring stimulus and addiction, tolerable and malleable, unknown to the shortcomings of magic the luck of success relies on elements that shape understanding and simpler remnants of an older complexity, familiar piles of backless sacred books to some, split across different timelines as a single memory and lessons of allies as one, to be forced with these choices linear and abstract rearranged in order, the clues of losses to avenge lead a mystery to solve, navigation of enlightenment being forced by control to a single point of fear in the vulnerable chaos, here the memories speak to each other like voices at war, the first experience of frontier awakening a contrarian dream where even command defies itself and tools out of reach are erased by the conflict of instincts, remembering the abandoned past and trails lost and survived, the spirits of instinct interrogate the dark passenger from the central corners of the mind, calling him the only thing unknown these voices devour the stranger, and as darkness resumes itself...